why can’t i write what i want to say?

so offten i find that words get in the way, and pure action conveys the whole thing a lot better then any thousands of words.

why is that? i may never understand.

today’s my birthday

well, once again it’s my birthday.

go me.

What if I don’t make it?

what if I don’t make it?  well, then at least i tried.

even if i don’t make everyone of my goals, if i fail at every one of them, then i will have done something.

and i will have moved, i will have become something that is not what i am today.

“What if I fail?”

then i will have grown, and changed, and learned. then i can take another plan, a diffrent road, to make it to where i want to go.

Today i did not meet all of my goals

well, today I did not meet all of them, but that’s ok.  let me see. today, i did not:

• take my dog for a walk.
• compleate my resemue
• clean my room

but instead, today i

• got a new key board
• got a lot of typing done
• figured out that i needed a cover letter
• got 2 drafts of that letter done
• figured out why i can’t write finished stoires
• figured out what i want my blog to be like.

so, my space key broke on my computer. after that, it all went wrong.  i have an expensive laptop, and i don’t want to spend the 120 dollars to buy a new key board for it, plus the money to get it installed. (the key still works, but it’s fadeing fast.). so, i now have a wireless keyboad to use at home. (that’s where i do 90% of my typeing any way.) now.

*ya!!!*

and i want my blog to be unlike any thing that’s ever been done before, totaly mine, and totaly unique…. some how haveing said that i feel hackned, and some how haveing said that i feel even more hackned.

Where do i try to blog like?

according to Seth Gorden’s post   we should not blog like other blogers. the question the becomes, what whould we blog like?

should we try and blog like a tv show? or blog like a newspaper?

Hello world!

Hi. i know that i don’t have a whole lot set up just yet on this blog, but i would like to get something going, well i want to get a lot of things going, and i hope to post my progress right here.
First of all, i am makeing a writing area just for me. it’s  a desk that i used to have my old computer on, but i finaly moved that out of my room. it’s a little desk, sat in the corner of my room, faceing out to a small little yard that is not kept up. (i may get around to doing that sometime.) but, for now, i have other fish to fry, like cleaning my room. (it’s been done before, but i redecorated, so it needs to be done again.), and developing the habbit of putting lotion on *every* day, to sooth my dry hands and feet, and make my skin look better. (ya, i’ve got a *guy* or, i kind of do. we are in that strange statge of getting to know one another, and we are exclusive, but i have to meet him in May, and see how things go from there.).  i also need to start takeing my dog for a walk Every day, or at least every other day. but, at the very least, today. (that will help with weight loss).  oo, i almost forgot, i am looking for a new job, becouse i don’t like my current one.